Friday, April 27, 2012

End of the Semester

Greetings from Copenhagen, Denmark!

lis greeted me with this cute flag! 
After a week of final exams, yesterday was the last day of my semester, so we had our closing meeting and farewell dinner, and I said goodbye to my host mom.  This morning I got up at 3:20am and made my way to Copenhagen (only a 45 minute flight from Berlin!).

Leaving Berlin was really difficult.  We spent 1.5 hours at our closing meeting discussing/'learning about' the culture shock that we're going to experience when we return to the states.  I must say - through that, I discovered that the BEST thing I've done for myself was to keep this blog!  Not only did it allow me to think through and document my experiences, but more importantly it told you guys about my experiences, so that you at least have a partial understanding of what has been happening with me and how I have changed in the past 4 months.

BUT!  I could not start thinking about the cultural re-entry process (as they call it) just yet!  First, I am embarking on the trip of a lifetime through Europe for the month.  This past week I had a mixture of feelings of (1) really wanting to be home at the lake spending time with my family, (2) really wanting to stay in my comfortable and awesome life in the great city of Berlin with the awesome support system of IES, a few close friends, and my host mom, aaaand (3) wanting May to start so I can explore Europe!

Luckily, Mom knew just what to say and told me that I'm so silly to want to come home, that I've got a whole continent on my hands and that feeling uneasy about the change is okay.  So!  Feeling a little better about that, I left Berlin - but it wasn't a "goodbye" (thank goodness), but just a "see you later":  Here is my schedule for the month:

April 27 - May 2:             Copenhagen, Denmark
May 3 - 7:                        Munich, Germany and Salzburg, Austria
May 7 - 13:                      Copenhagen, Denmark
May 13 - 16:                    Berlin!
May 15 - 23:                    The March   (Berlin; Krakow, Poland; Warsaw, Poland)
May 23 - 29:                    Istanbul, Turkey
May 29 - 31:                    Berlin!
May 31:                           Fly back to the States

A bit of explanation:

Munich:
       A close friend of Lis' Grandfather lives in Bavaria (Southern Germany) near Munich.  We are going to go visit him for a few days, and see his wonderful area.  Lis, Werner, and I are all really excited!  We're going to make a day trip to Daschau, a concentration camp right outside of Munich, and another to the castle Neuschwanstein.  After that we're going to spend 24 jam-packed hours in Salzburg, Austria and go on a Sound of Music tour!!!

The March:
     This is a Holocaust Studies trip which is run by my Holocaust professor from HWS, his wife, and two survivors of Auschwitz-Birkenau.  The trip starts in Berlin on May 15, where we will see where the Wansee Conference took place, and other memorial/historic sights around Berlin.  The following day we take a bus to Krakow, Poland.  We will spend several days there visiting camps and historical sites.  On Friday night we will have a huge Shabbat dinner - a highlight of the trip, which sounds so cool.  For the last segment of the trip we will be in Warsaw, Poland visiting nearby camps and sites as well.  It is truly going to be an incredible and life changing experience, since my professor is endlessly knowledgable and we have two amazing survivors with us.

Istanbul, Turkey
     For my last week in Europe, I will be traveling from Warsaw to Istanbul to spend 6 days there with Lucy! I am so excited to finally see Turkey, since the culture has been SO present in my studies, cultural experiences, food experiences, etc., in Berlin.  I believe Berlin has the largest Turkish diaspora, so going to the actual country, which is something I've always wanted to do, will be absolutely amazing.  Better yet, we have an acquaintance from HWS who is from Istanbul, so he will show us around, too!


But don't think that my blogging is over!  I still have to tell you about many things, among which are my trip to Dresden, the tour of the high-end Volkswagon factory (they're made 96% by HAND!), the Stasi Prison, and more.  Luckily, I'll have lots of time on my hands while Lis and my other friends in Copenhagen are in class, and as I travel.  So stay tuned for what will be more frequent updates on my blog, both about past experiences and about my current travels.

Thanks so much to those of you who are still following along with my experience - it means so much to me that you take the time to read (what are rather lengthy) posts.  You guys are the best :) 

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Mosque Visit

On Thursday, April 12, my class about European Identity took a trip to a mosque in Kreuzberg - the neighborhood of Berlin that has a large population of immigrants (and 40% of Germany's migrant population is Turkish - I'll spare you the lengthy historical reasoning).  Thus, there is a large Muslim community in the city, and particularly in Berlin.

Okay - I'm a cultural person, I can't spare you allll of the details.  There's actually an urban phenomenon happening in many cities throughout the world, where the younger (my) generation is re-aligning themselves and beginning to identify themselves primarily with their religion.  For them, it's becoming their main identity.  Although this is happening in Judaism too, this is mostly a Muslim - and urban - phenomenon. In Germany (or more specifically, Berlin), people with migratory backgrounds are poorly integrated into the society (that should ring a bell - America) because of a long series of policy and infrastructural flaws that France has perfected but Germany lacks - despite the fact that these people were probably born here and so were their parents and grandparents.  So, already a bit - not excluded, but not exactly included - from society, they often take one piece of their identity - in this instance - their religion, and then put it at the forefront of their lives, to have something to define themselves with.

If this is hard to imagine, think of yourself.  For instance, I am an American, a student, a Christian, a sister, a daughter, an athlete, a photography enthusiast.  The only things that society really pays attention to are the first three.  So if they exclude me for the first one, clearly I'd have to chose one of the other two to hold tight to, to affirm my identity, place of belonging, and place in society.

Moving on to the mosque.  This was a recently built mosque, so it's very modern.  Prior to this, from the time the largest influx of Turkish people came to Germany (1960s), mosques were generally one room and a garden in the back of an apartment building.  Now, with financial help from private investors, the denomination back in Turkey (or other places), and others, they can build these awesome ones.


You can see more photos of the intricacies of the mosque in my Flickr album.
In the main room of the mosque, where prayer and talks (like sermons take place), instead of an alter there is a Mihrab.  This is a small recession in the wall, pointing in the direction to pray to.  It is from this same area where the imam (like a priest or pastor) sits on during one of his talks.


Our guide was so wonderful and taught us SO much about his religion.  It was fascinating.  One thing I really really admire about Muslims is their dedication to their religion.  They literally drop everything and pray five times a day.  They stop serving you food, stop doing their work, and just pray.  It's beautiful.  Additionally, they carefully wash themselves to purify themselves before approaching God.  It's such a humbling act!

The room where the men wash themselves.  The women have a similar room upstairs, since they have to remove their  hijab.


By the end the session I felt bad about the persecution that everyone, without giving it thought, treats Muslims with.  Not necessarily forthrightly, but subconsciously.  They emphasize the message of peace in their religion, and it's something that should not be overlooked by us.

After the trip we went out to an excellent Turkish restaurant nearby, and had a delicious meal of bulgar and this stew-like meal (I had an eggplant stuffed with other veggies), and it was SO delicious that I brought Mom and Artie back the next week!

Note: the green thing on the right is NOT an asparagus, but a jalepeƱo, so DON'T eat half of it in one bite as I did! 

Finally posting!

So, I've finished almost all of my papers and have completed my German final exam!  Since I'm feeling like a weight has been (somewhat) lifted, and since I had a fantastic day, I'm going to spend my night blogging for you (and for myself, so this can serve as my memory bank).
Sorry for the sudden flood in posts!

Monday, April 16, 2012

A new week

Hi everyone!

Last week was a whirlwind of travel and fun, with Mom and Arthur coming to visit Berlin (and Prague).  A couple hours after they left I went to Potsdam for a field trip all day, and then the next morning IES took us on a two day trip to Dresden.

So as you can imagine, I have lots of photos and stories to share.  I'm finishing up some of my final papers now (this is my last week of classes - I don't know how it's already here!!), so soon I should be able to get back to consistent blogging since I'll have more time on my hands.

Stay tuned for some updates.  Until then - here's a few photos from our short trip to Prague:

a photo in Wenceslas square, thanks to a kind Texan expat! 

Delicious pizza for dinner

The view of the castle from atop the clock tower 

exploring! 

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Mom and Arthur arrive today!

Technology is so cool.  On KLM's website they have a flight tracker map where the planes move according to where they are and you can click on them and get their flight info.  How awesome?  Here are my travelers:


Thursday, April 5, 2012

Preview: Mosque visit

On Wednesday my Identity class took a field trip to a mosque in Kreuzberg (a neighborhood of Berlin).  It was a really really cool experience, and afterwards we went to a delicious and very authentic Turkish restaurant for lunch.  So good!

I am really excited to blog about this experience, but first I must work on my papers and class registration for next semester.  I'll write about it in the next couple days!

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

An interpretation of Russia

"How was Russia?!"
"Russia was... different"
"Yes, some corners of the earth is so different.  Isn't that great, though?  Live would be so boring if everyplace was the same!" 

The above was a conversation between myself (middle line) and Ella, our program director (the inquirer).  She often talks to me about my experiences here because she feels I'm more organized (and thus observant?) than others, and when she responded to my answer, I felt so... stupid.  Of course it was different!  Of course I wanted it to be different!  How could I say in a quasi-complaining tone that the far-off place I had the amazing opportunity to go to was (almost unfortunately, I was implying,) just "different"?!  

Well, because it was different.  And that's really the only way I can explain it without going into great detail.  As frustrated as I made myself with this answer and Ella's innocently brilliant response, I still come back to describing it as such.  So hopefully through this blog post - which I am forcing myself to write now before I forget things, though at the same time I am still trying to digest what I experienced - you will have a comprehensive understanding of my interpretation of Russia.

(Give yourself some time to read this, as I'm sure it'll be long, but I'd really appreciate if you do read it, since for many it'll be the closest insight to the culture you'll have seen).

   Memories of the distant past; Palaces
I did not expect this, but Saint Petersburg (SPB) was filled with tons of palaces.  They were from the eras of the Czars, Catherine the Great, etc.  Take for example, the Winter Palace, one of the city's icons which is today the Hermitage (the world's largest art museum - if you spent 1 minute at each piece it'd take you 5 years and 7 months to get through).  The Russian State Museum, which is the museum for Russian art (as the Hermitage only holds the finest European art because it was a museum Catherine the Great started as her private collection because of her affinity for European art).  This Russian museum is a former palace as well.  In fact, one bank of the Neva River, SPB's main river, is ENTIRELY lined in former palaces.  And don't think that they're old and decrepit inside - most are either museums or are used as nice office spaces for companies.   Outside of nuclear SPB we visited the suburb of Pushkin which is where Catherine the Great had her summer palace.  I can only speak for the summer palace, Hermitage/Winter Palace, and the Russian Museum, but these were by far the three most opulent and extravagant places I'd ever seen.  Even individually they far outdid Versailles, and my classmates agreed.  (for photos of these and a much better understanding, see my Flickr. I will post just a few here because it takes forever to upload them).

Interesting side note: during the Leningrad Blockade (I'll get to that later), the Nazis controlled Saint Petersburg and Pushkin, and stole most of the valuables from all of these palaces.  In the case of Catherine's summer palace, they stole an entire room which had been made completely of amber.  It took ages to rebuild, and now photography is banned in that room for fear that someone will heist the room again.

this is the staircase you use to enter the Winter Palace/Hermitage.  It is completely gilded.


  Churches and Cathedrals 
The churches and cathedrals of SPB were equally as opulent.  Each one was really breathtaking, in their own special ways.  It was clear that a great deal of time, energy, and money had been spent to restore these buildings, if not in the Soviet era then in the past 20 years.  Second to Notre Dame, my next favorite church in the world is now the Church on Spilled Blood in SPB.  It is a cathedral that was bult solely on the donations from the Russian people after the assassination of their beloved Czar, Alexander II.
myself and the Church on Spilled Blood

This is a small view of the inside of this church.  See these murals? They are made COMPLETELY of tiny mosaic pieces smaller than the size of a dime. They were about a 1cm x .5cm.  Absolutely breathtaking.
St. Isaac's Cathedral is another famous church in SPB, it's a Russian Orthodox church and the interior is also completely made of mosaic, but this mosaic is made solely of precious and semi-precious stones.  And as usual, the rest of the Church including the entire outside of the dome, was gilded.


   Russian opulence meets Russian culture, or does it?
This is something that many of us found rather troubling about our experience in SPB.  From what I described to you, if you had no US-education-system-engraved-preconceived-notions on Russia, you would think that much of the culture, or at least SPB culture, is very extravagant.  And indeed, when being a tourist and just visiting these places, one can easily convince themselves that this is so.
However I had the opportunity to be not just a tourist but a student in this country, and interact and discuss with professors, Russian students, and my American classmates quite a bit.  We were really troubled by how everything I just described to you cannot be ANY farther from the actual reality of daily life in Russia.  
I'm not sure how to describe this "reality" in a cohesive manner because, well, it's anything but cohesive to begin with.  So here are some examples.

- Traffic
    Traffic jams are SPB's middle name.  Driving anywhere is completely unreliable, because trafic is usually at a complete stop.  The only time I really saw what you'd call a normal amount of traffic is out my window past 10:30pm.  So, why not take public transport, you my ask?


- A completely inefficient public transport system.
     The metro system has few stops in the city center is mainly for suburban commuters.  That leaves us with the bus system.  There are no bus schedules, so one must wait at the stop with complete unawareness of when a bus will come - it could be up to 40 minutes because of, yes, the traffic.  We could take Bus #3 to school, but were advised to walk the 2 miles daily because it could take even longer to take the bus.  When one boards the bus, you must have exactly 21 rubles ready to give the bus man/woman whose job is to remember who gets on where, and collect money from them - on this bus with not even room to breathe - between stops.  (Our theory is that this was ridiculous a job created by the Soviets in order to achieve full employment, which just stuck).


- Filth
     Next to New York (2) and Berlin (3), SPB takes the crown for the dirtiest city I've ever been to.  Litter, broken bottles, endless cigarette butts, etc., make the already depressing landscape even sadder.  


- Mortality rate
      Primarily because of the healthcare system's disruption after the transition from the USSR, Russia's mortality rate is lagging.  The male life expectancy is only 64, which is lower than that of India!  Other large contributors are smoking and alcohol-related diseases.


- Poverty 
     Poverty in Russia is really bad.  Since the collapse of the USSR, the socio-economic inequality has gone crazy, leading to (what I saw as) 10 poor women re-selling goods in the market for every 1 Land Rover or Lexus I saw on Ligovsky Prospekt.  


- "You can drive a Lexus, but can't even drink the water?"
    This was a common mind-boggling issue brought forth by many. It's an excellent example of my previous point. 


Shopping in the Galleria
     The city's main shopping forum was located near our hotel.  It contained 4 floors of some of the best brands on the market - companies from all over Europe and even the States were represented.  Curiously, despite the financial troubles of the country, everything in the mall - even at H&M - was so expensive few of us bought things.  I just wonder how the average Russian shops?


the large scale housing estates, similar to ones you've seen in my photos from the former GDR
old soviet-loking tram car (sorry for the unintentional watermark)




   Historical and cultural understanding of this:
So, what I'm trying to say here is that there seemed to be two Russias that I felt I was experiencing simultaneously.  On one hand there was the opulent palaces, churches, and historical sites that the state had visibly put a pretty penny into maintaining and showing off.  But on the other side, there is visibly a suffering infrastructure, high poverty rate, low mortality rate, and rampant inefficiency in all interpretations of the word.

A classmate shared his interpretation of this that I found enlightening.
When you go to a third world country, you're prepared for the lack, the structural inefficiencies, etc., that you'll see.  If someone told me I'd need to brush my teeth with water, I wouldn't think it's bizarre at all.  It's because that's what we've psychologically established as the norm for such a place.

With Russia, we don't expect the same thing.  As students of history, we recognize that the land (albiet the USSR) was a competing superpower with the US for decades, and the political power it still holds in the world.  I wouldn't say we're mentally placing it at the same capability level as the US and West, but at least putting it on the same playing field.  However we have to remember that from 1918 to 1990, the country was on a completely different playing field - completely incomparable.  With no private property, no differentiation in wealth or income, etc., it was thrown into a capitalist world when the USSR collapsed, with its citizens never having known how to partake in a capitalist and democratic society.

As a result, as almost every Russian pointed out to us, they are still learning about how to and trying to make capitalism work in their society.  It's been 20 years, and many of the old kommunalkas (multi-family apartments in the inner city) are still inhabited by the same 15 or so people that lived there in 1980, with no infrastructrual changes.  Private companies are still getting the hang of efficiently renovating and selling to the few wealthy people who can afford to buy.

Therefore, I - we - have to stop looking at Russia in a way that places it on a level playing field as other Western European countries (and the US).  Unlike the fall of the GDR, it did not have the FRG to pick up all the pieces and absorb it into its system.  If there's one thing that Russians said to me the most, it was emphasizing how recent the change was and how people are still adjusting because of how drastic the change was.  In the words of our guide, who said this with a smile "We're getting better and better each year" 

   To conclude...
So yes, Russia is different.  I still find that the easiest way to describe it to people who don't care to hear about it in this detail.  But I hope that through this lengthy post I've been able to show you how and why this is so, and that much of what I saw as "negative" parts of the society are really just results of circumstance that the Russian people, who so love their country, are trying to slowly but surely turn around.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Back from Barcelona!

Greetings!

I returned from Barcelona really late last night, and have a lot to do today before I can write a blog post for you all. It's high time for registering for classes next semester, (still) trying to figure out what on earth I'm doing this summer, laundry, writing term papers, and doing other things to prepare for Mom and Art's visit (they arrive on Saturday morning!).

Barcelona was great, it was sunny every single day, and was in the mid to high 60's which felt like paradise after a cold Berlin winter [accented by our frigid trip to Saint Petersburg].  We went to the beach almost every day, so I'm nice and tan and feel great (well... I did, until I realized how much crap I have to do).

Speaking of which.  I better get back to all of that stuff.  Until my next post (which I promise I will try to write as soon as possible!), here's me in this awesome retired FCB (Barcelona Futbol Club) jersey I got.  I was going to wear it running today, until I realized I don't want to be killed by German football fan passerbys.  And that I am too lazy to run today.  :)